Every single day for the past 3 years, has been absolute torment. Life is cruel, horrible, agonizing and unfair, especially for me.
Every morning I wake up to an empty house, grey and dull with absolutely no life, even the sound of my bunnies once so cute gnawing, cannot muster a single miniature burst of happiness. The daily routine begins; get out of bed, put on clothes, put up an appearance of you being adequate. Nutrition is next on never ending list; I pour my ordinary healthy granola into a bowl, pours milk on it and like another dull daily ritual, eats two spoonful of this foul grainy mass. I hate it, once I favored its delicate taste
The shadows are creeping closer,
I'm under attack,
It keeps coming closer,
closer,
closer,
No stay away!
The tears starts crumbling,
the sound, of light footsteps,
creeps closer,
closer,
closer,
the sound stops,
I sit in the very upper corner of my bed,
fearing what it might be watching me there in the dark.
Then I remember...
I just bought a kitten...
Every single day for the past 3 years, has been absolute torment. Life is cruel, horrible, agonizing and unfair, especially for me.
Every morning I wake up to an empty house, grey and dull with absolutely no life, even the sound of my bunnies once so cute gnawing, cannot muster a single miniature burst of happiness. The daily routine begins; get out of bed, put on clothes, put up an appearance of you being adequate. Nutrition is next on never ending list; I pour my ordinary healthy granola into a bowl, pours milk on it and like another dull daily ritual, eats two spoonful of this foul grainy mass. I hate it, once I favored its delicate taste
Clean slate.
Huh never actually thought I would return to this place. However, here I am writing another entry, deleting the immature and undeveloped writings of my youth. Closing that specific chapter of my life. Times have changed and so have I. Ho...